Wednesday, July 6, 2016

LPCH Pre-op

Yesterday we made it safely to Stanford!!! The boys were SO GOOD on the 5.5 hour plane ride. I was seriously impressed.



Today was Micah's first appointment at LPCH. Everything went relatively smoothly! We checked in with the heart center and first on the list was Micah's echocardiogram. He HATED it - probably the combination of not having had a nap yet and the three hour time difference. We tried to soothe him with a lollipop, the Minions movie and singing an extended (and odd) version of the Wheels on the Bus.


Those distractions would only work for a small bit before he'd start to get really upset again. He ended up getting so upset that he fell asleep!! He slept through the EKG and through half of our discussion with his nurse practitioners. Poor guy! Dylan was such a good and patient brother through the 4 hour ordeal (he did have an ipad after all).




Also, I've met two other families here whose children have the same heart diagnosis as Micah!! It's so nice to talk to other heart moms and dads who just get it. Here's a pic of me and Lizzy - her daughter Abby was in surgery today for over 10 hours! She's out now and I was told everything went well - Praise God!!



I'm so thankful for LPCH and the RMH for everything they've done for us - and we've only been here for a day!! They've given us a lot of hope and peace of mind. Tomorrow Micah has his CT scan. We'll update everyone again tomorrow evening. Keep praying!!

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Monday, July 4, 2016

Ready for our trip

Ready for our trip: VA to CA



It's July 4th and we're one day away from our trip to Lucile Packard Children's Hospital in Stanford, California. There's so many emotions and so much to do leading up to the trip, but the family is really in a good spot right now.

Even though it's only been two months since being discharged from Micah's last open heart surgery, it feels like this is the right time to take the next step. Micah's first month back at home was really rough. He was on round-the-clock meds, shots 2x a day, not eating, not sucking his paci, generally distraught, sickly, exhausted most of the day, woke up needing water all through the night, would throw up once a day (at any time) and needed to be on 2 liters of oxygen at all times.

The past month has been much better. Micah's more his old self now. He's back to eating nearly all his calories, not throwing up, no more shots, he's standing and trying to walk, sucking his paci and sleeping really well. He's learning so many new words (sign language). Just today he was asking for his "caterpillar" + "book" (who doesn't love the Very Hungry Caterpillar).

As good as he's been doing, we still acknowledge that he's got a long way to go and a third open heart surgery is the only way to get there. He's still on a lot of medications for his Pulmonary Hypertension. He's still on 2 liters of oxygen because he's only using one lung. When his shirt is off you can see how he has to really pull each breath with his right lung :\

We've really appreciated all the prayers and feel the love, over the past months. With this upcoming trip and surgery, there are so many unknowns. But because of this, Laura and I are in a unique position where we can choose to put our hope in God - and not material things like our home, our nearby friends and family. We trust that He will take care of Micah.

July 5: Check into the Ronald McDonald House
July 6: Pre-op appointment
July 7: CT angiogram & Meet with Dr. Hanley
July 11: (7th) Cardiac Catheterization
July 13: (3rd) Open Heart Surgery


Also, we have a local artist at Yellow Doors Studio, Steve, who drew this for Micah. Please like his work on Instagram.


Monday, May 16, 2016

Across the Country

So sorry for not having posted for about a month!! I made a short announcement on Facebook a few weeks ago that said:

"Everyone!!!!! Micah is HOME!!!!! He's still on oxygen and we have a crazy med schedule but I am just SO HAPPY that we're all together again!

Also! Dr. Hanley (the surgeon we contacted about a second opinion) has agreed to take on Micah's case!!!! We'll fly out (maybe within the next two months?) for Micah to get a cath and CT. Based on their findings they'll schedule a date for surgery.

I praise God and have a renewed sense of faith and hope. I'll leave you with the last few paragraphs of Dr. Hanley's letter that moved me to tears."


Micah having his third surgery at Stanford is super special because Ray was born at Stanford Hospital!! Everything just feels right about going across the country and I have high hopes :)


We have been so happy to have Micah back. The first week was kinda rough - he wasn't sleeping through the night, he was vomiting quite a bit, and he was fussy all the time. I think he just needed time to adjust to being home.

Fast forward two and a half weeks and he's not vomiting as much, he's actually smiling, laughing and playing, and we're starting to see the old Micah!



The big news is that we got the dates of Micah's procedures at Stanford:

July 6: Pre-op appointment
July 7: CT angiogram
July 11: (7th) cath
July 13: (3rd) open heart surgery

Stanford will be our home away from home as we plan to take Dylan with us. I'm pretty nervous about not having our huge support system out there with us - you all have been so wonderful with bringing us meals, watching Dylan, or just stopping by to hang out.

I pray for a smooth and uneventful surgery and recovery so we can come back to VA as quickly and safely as possible.

Also, the big M will be 2 at the end of the month! Can you believe it?! We've been so blessed to have him in our lives for the past two years. He's shown us his power of resiliency and taught our family that we are all strong in the face of adversity. We love him so much!




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Tuesday, April 5, 2016

Second Opinion

Immediately following Micah's cath, Dr. Berger - who specializes in pulmonary hypertension - started Micah on Bosentan. About three days later they started him on Sildenafil. Since starting these drugs (and being extubated) Micah has been making great improvements. He is finally acting more like himself and he's actually becoming friendly with his nurses and doctors!! He is just so brave and strong (and cute too!).

Yesterday evening Micah's doctors discussed his case at surgical conference. They reviewed his entire medical history and discussed possible options to fix his discontinuous LPA. Unfortunately, they decided there is no intervention they can do to correct it.

We are very saddened but aren't giving up yet! Micah's team is now putting together a file to send to Lucile Packard Children's Hospital Stanford in California for a second opinion. There is another surgeon there, Dr. Hanley, who specializes in Micah's heart condition. We pray and hope that his team will find a way to help Micah. Until we hear back, we can focus on healing Micah enough to let him come home.

Right now it seems the only thing keeping Micah in the hospital is his respiratory support. He is on high flow nasal cannula. Weaning his high flow has been complicated by the fact that Micah's diaphragm is not moving in sync with his lungs. The right side of his diaphragm is in the way of his right lung when he inhales. As a last resort, his doctors would consider sending him to surgery to move his diaphragm out of the way. Please pray that he doesn't have to endure yet another surgery.

Here are a few pics for cuteness!!



Second Opinion

Immediately following Micah's cath, Dr. Berger - who specializes in pulmonary hypertension - started Micah on Bosentan. About three days later they started him on Sildenafil. Since starting these drugs (and being extubated) Micah has been making great improvements. He is finally acting more like himself and he's actually becoming friendly with his nurses and doctors!! He is just so brave and strong (and cute too!).

Yesterday evening Micah's doctors discussed his case at surgical conference. They reviewed his entire medical history and discussed possible options to fix his discontinuous LPA. Unfortunately, they decided there is no intervention they can do to correct it.

We are very saddened but aren't giving up yet! Micah's team is now putting together a file to send to Lucile Packard Children's Hospital Stanford in California for a second opinion. There is another surgeon there, Dr. Hanley, who specializes in Micah's heart condition. We pray and hope that his team will find a way to help Micah. Until we hear back, we can focus on healing Micah enough to let him come home.

Right now it seems the only thing keeping Micah in the hospital is his respiratory support. He is on high flow nasal cannula. Weaning his high flow has been complicated by the fact that Micah's diaphragm is not moving in sync with his lungs. The right side of his diaphragm is in the way of his right lung when he inhales. As a last resort, his doctors would consider sending him to surgery to move his diaphragm out of the way. Please pray that he doesn't have to endure yet another surgery.

Here are a few pics for cuteness!!



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Friday, March 25, 2016

A new diagnosis

Micah had a cardiac catheterization scheduled today. With his desat and low heart rate episode on Monday and no clear answers for what the problems could be, the doctors felt that a cardiac cath would give us the answers. Shortly after the surgery, I asked if we might need to get a cath in the short term, but the doctors said that they wouldn't want to - only in more of an emergency situation. Knowing that information helped put the situation into perspective.

This is Micah's 6th cath, so Laura and I are pretty familiar with what to expect. Our doctor said that the usual 2-3 percent risk is more like 5-6%, being that he just had his surgery. The plan was to take some images and see if there were narrowings to balloon or locations to place stints along the right or left pulmonary arteries.

I've had a bad feeling about this cath all week. Definitely not in much of a hopeful mood leading up to the cath. A nurse or two commented on my mood, things like "is he always this quiet?" Outside of obvious extremes, in our heads the likely worse case would be that they find nothing and we're kind of forced to wait and hope things get better. The more ideal case would be that Dr. Kanter could make some fixes in the right or left pulmonary artery and that would put some pressure off his heart.

Laura and I waited and got our first update about an hour in. The nurse said that Micah was doing fine. They were taking images, but not doing any corrections. That was a little odd, but the nurse isn't able to fill us in with any real information, so we waited for a little bit longer. We got word that everything was done and Dr. Kanter wanted to brief us with Dr. Donofrio (Micah's cardiologist) and Heather, Micah's social worker. That was obviously a bad sign.

Dr. Donofrio broke the news that Micah's left pulmonary artery isn't passing any blood from the newly replaced conduit to his left lung. Effectively, his left pulmonary artery is disconnected (discontinuous) from his heart. The diagnosis for his condition is pulmonary hypertension. Incurable. The situation that he's in is that he has to rely on his heart pushing all the blood through his relatively narrow right pulmonary artery and only to his right lung. Doctor Donofrio expressed that working with only one lung is bad enough, but the current right lung and heart situation isn't optimal. She said this outcome was her feared worst situation.

We really felt annoyed that Laura and I didn't know about this risk earlier. The left pulmonary artery was really narrow for some time. They've had more success on the right side with the ballooning during other caths. They confirmed that there was blood flow right after the latest operation, but for some reason when the most recent ultrasounds didn't show information about his left pulmonary artery - they didn't bring up this concern with us then.  It's really difficult as parents. We're trying to do as much as we can to help Micah. Half the time, just keeping up is enough of a struggle. But again, we realize that people keep us at a distance, until they can't anymore. The whole situation felt like a bad dream.

As far as the immediate term goes, Micah needs to be weaned off the boys breathing tube so that he's breathing - at least mostly - on his own. As far as the past week goes, he's been able to produce 100% oxygen saturation, which shows that once the blood gets to his lungs.. (lung rather..) it does the job. They're going to start him on some new drugs that help ease the pulmonary hypertension. They want to plan with the intentions of getting him sent home soon, but they'll be on high alert for something like what happened on Monday. It seems like something like that event would be the main concern for someone with pulmonary hypertension - blood pressure and heart rate drop, the right heart can't keep up, pressure is too high, oxygen saturation plummets... all in a very short amount of time. I'm just glad that Micah was here and able to be sent quickly off to the ICU when that happened. Obviously...(or at least hopefully) Micah would only be discharged after the doctors are confident that something like that wouldn't happen again.

It's hard to tell how the longer term will play out, but it was definitely the saddest news doctors have had to deliver to us since telling us that Micah had a heart condition. A surgery to somehow reconnect from the conduit to the left pulmonary artery, or even further on directly to the lungs, is - at least on first discussion - something that has tons of risks and low guarantee for success. The obvious question Laura and I were wondering was what kind of life expectancy Micah will have with pulmonary hypertension. We started asking about it and which lead to comments about how lots of kids are here at children's with a really great doctor (someone new to us), with a range of ages, and that we could probably talk with a 9 year old who is around pretty frequently. I asked if it's likely for kids to make it into their teens and got the vague response that sounded like it's not likely.

At this point, we really just want to get Micah home and back to his usual playing with Dylan, smiling, eating M&Ms and tossing toys down the stairs.

Monday, March 21, 2016

Regressing

Micah is one of the most unpredictable people I know. We were discharged from Children's on Tuesday, March 15. I definitely thought we were leaving too early. Micah still had a cough and he could barely maintain a decent SAT. Dr. Jonas seemed confident Micah would heal better at home and after the weeks of hospital life, we agreed with him. That Friday we took him to his follow up appointment with his pediatrician. Like I mentioned in a Facebook post, she was not okay with how he was presenting (low sats, raspy breathing, grey hands and feet) so she sent him to the ER at Children's. When we got there his sats were 44! :( He was admitted and as soon as they put him on oxygen he perked right up and was his old self. We had such a good weekend and at rounds this morning we discussed possibly going home tomorrow with oxygen.

One hour after rounds, his nurse came in to give him his morning meds. Micah began to cry. It's typical for Micah to cry at the sight of hospital staff so we thought nothing of it. She stepped outside the door, just out of view, but Micah continued to cry and his SATs started to steadily decline. He started flailing his body around like a crazy person, I thought he was definitely going to hurt himself. It's like he was fighting just to take breaths. And even though he was being so wild, his heart rate was dipping into the 70s - his normal heart rate is 130s. The room filled with people and next thing I know we're headed back to the CICU. I can't remember all the details but during Micah's episode, his IV went bad so they had to try to replace it. It's so tough to get an IV on him and the doctors needed to administer meds right away so they decided to give him an intramuscular (IM) of ketamine and rocuronium. Then they gave him an intraosseous (IO) of a different drug- an IO is like an IV straight to his bone. Then they intubated him and put in two central lines - an arterial line and a PICC line.

He's totally sedated and paralyzed and I have no idea what's going on. How can we go from talking about discharge to being sent back to square one? My head hurts, my eyes sting and my heart is breaking. Just last night Micah and I were playing and laughing. And now he's medicated and unresponsive. Thinking about his laugh from yesterday just unravels me. What is happening?

I've heard a few theories since this morning - they think he might have the flu, but they also noticed his right ventricle wasn't squeezing as well so he could have a clot in his conduit to his left pulmonary artery. I just don't know... I pray that it's just a virus and not something seriously wrong with his heart or lungs.

This is a video from last night.